...3 years...

you could be anything
but different
caught me by surprise
early life crisis
and i
want to return the favor in a million ways
you have saved me
gave me answers
before the questions were formed
overwhelmed my senses
gave me a new reason to get down on my knees
i pray for you
more than i pray for me
and i like it
that way
your energy gives me chills
feels like my first time
at everything
the thought
of you
feels almost as good
if not better
than my own fingers
in my own space
on my own time
but right now
or in 3 years
i dont want anything
on my own
i want
to share my world
with you
and my want
has now become a need
to be your better half
to make you apart of my all
why
you so bad?
you could be anything else
but desirable
anything else
but beauty
to me
stop taunting me
thoughts of you screaming at me
this type of passion
is hard to bare
i
imagine us
all the time
in the place of those lovers i see
walking down my block
arguing in starbucks
or making love
in a public place
visions of your face
embracing my sacred space
and me
on top
on the bottom
whatever
as long
as you're apart of it
you could be
anything else
but you
i have fallen in love
with every bit of it
in such short time
with you're sense humour
your mind
your mine
be mine
i dont know
what else to say
or what else to do
but wait
and be patient
wait for you
i smile at the sound of your voice
just to hear you breathe is enough
i look for your text
and pretend not to sweat them
you
bring out a different side of me
a little girl
that i didnt know existed
you could be anything else
but love
and potential
anything else
but 3 years
worth it all
i could lay in your arms
gaze in your eyes
run my fingers through your locs
be your everything
if i had the chance to
i
could do this
could be always
forever